My Corny Notions

Guilt Rage

2010-06-08T21:21:00.000-07:00

No matter how much good you do, your wrongs shall never be forgotten. Since, there is no forgiving without forgetting, you shall never be forgiven.

Betrayal and Freedom

2010-06-08T20:47:00.000-07:00

Betrayal sets you free. It helps you lose faith. It helps you rip off that ugly mask of innocence that you are forced to wear on your face. It helps you lose your conscience. It helps you become the bad karma, the damnation, the stab in your back. Embrace your new-found freedom.

Acceptance

2010-05-30T21:17:00.000-07:00

The secret is to accept. Only after you accept, can you improve.

Attitude

2009-09-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

Never never value what we have when we have and value what we lose after we lose, then cry, cry, cry. Seek attention baby, scream, shout, demand me, my soul. Look at me honey, fuckin' look at me!

And I, look away.

Age

2009-09-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

What is age? Just another number, just a state of mind, just another group that man has created in order to belong. Just another escape from the lonesome truth to the belonging fallacy.

Now consider P. P says she is 35, she acts 35, so she can belong to everyone residing in 35 and so that no one gets up and tells her to stop acting 25, and yet she hates to be told she is 35.

And then there is D, she doesn't look 25, she doesn't act 25, certainly doesn't feel 25, yet she talks 25 and she isn't ashamed of being 45.

But then again, who decides how a 25,35 or 45 year old should act? Finally, it's just a number, isn't it?

Playing God

2008-11-06T11:15:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, we have this authority, this power over a fellow being. We get to decide, whether to punish him or let him go scot free, just forgive him, let him walk away with his sins. That's the time, I say, we get to play God - the authority. Of course, some of us believe, God isn't the authority but we are. And then many of us believe, we are Gods. Truth is, it's all a game of bluff. Truth is, we get to play God whenever we want. Truth is God doesn't care. Truth is God is up there, sitting with a beer can in his hand and fried chicken on his lap, holding this TV remote, surfing these different channels where we are the actors, directors, script writers and fuckin Gods too! Truth is, God is enjoying this fuckin show on a screen double the size of your fuckin room, and He watches Man play God play God play God.

Saying Sorry

2008-10-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

Every action is intentional. Nothing is accidental. We expect certain consequences out of our actions. Unfortunately, our actions aren't limited to us. They affect the world around us. What we do, is what we feel the best for us at that point of time. Everything else is a consequence of that, never in our control. Hence, apology is needless.

Time

2008-10-09T00:06:00.001-07:00

Time, it's never enough, it's always running away. What we hold in our hands, is our life. That's our time. What we decide to do with this time, eventually becomes our life.

Chase Me

2008-10-09T00:04:00.000-07:00

Life, it is always running away. We sweat it away to nothing. This chase of unknown, this blind faith in an idea or belief, blind following a blind; where is it leading us? All this waste and abuse of the so-called skills we possess. All this craving for unheard happiness, all this love and hate of things and people; all this worthless life we lead.

Let's all stop breathing together, cause I am afraid to die alone.

Words

2008-10-09T00:02:00.001-07:00

Words, they'll never be enough, they can never be enough; they'll always be limited to the knowledge we possess and our knowledge will be restricted to the words we know. So the life we know, is limited to the words we know and we all know that life is beyond our knowledge of words.

Or maybe our life is limited to just one word which we have never even heard of.